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QO ase 1:20-cr-00330-PAE Documen t674 Filed 06/24/22 Page 17 of 29 To this day, I attend AA meetings, but I have had numerous relapses and know thal only by the grace of God do | continue to live. 1 have attempted suicide twice since tte abuse—hoth near fatal. The photos attrched as Exhibit show me in.a coms in hospital after my first suicide attenrpt in 2008. The photos in Exhibit 2 are of me in the hospital after my second suicide attempt in October 2018 during my litigation agzinst Epstein, Maxwell, Sarah Kellen, Lesley Groff ard Natalia Malyshev, which was severely retraumatizing. Last year, I travelled to New York from England (where I now live) to attend Maxwelfs trial. ‘That was both therapeutic and traumatizing. It was therapeutic to hear the testimony of the four- brave victim-witnesses, whose experience paralleled my own, to know that I was not clone and that cur stozy was finally being told for the world to hear. Bui unfortunately, it wes also acm lien fe were anny fake ce fe nighcaarce as eae Oe ‘ee gue hat te joy blvd tevin nd werd a guilty verdict. I look forward to atending the sentencing and watching Ms. Masel stand as hex sentence is is delivered in open and brought to justice? Reflecting on it, | know tite answers to my questions. Maxwell is today the same woman I met almost 20 years ago — incapable of compassion ot common human decency. Because of her wealth, socia! stetus, and connections, cho believes young woman or child in this lifetime. For that, Iam sure. As for the important, high-profile enablers —govermmental institutions, politicians and very wealthy friends-of-Epstein/Maxwell hero and broad ~ so far their stature and power have _ protected them. J hope, but am not optimistic, that one day they will be exposed, and wo will one ay bo eta ty that chs United States tly is governed by the rade of tev and nat by proresf (people. DOJ-OGR-00010679