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From: To: Subject: Re: project timeline Date: Wed, 06 Jun 2012 12:48:47 +0000 Uggggg! I am worried about you!!!! How are you now? Is JE still being difficult from afar? As someone who has watched JE through several of your relationships, I'm really concerned that this is a pattern that is never going to change with him, but rather gets worse as your relationships become more promising. With Storey, his destructive behavior didn't start until further into the relationship- I think this is because he didn't feel as threatened by Storey or at least, didn't perceive your relationship as being serious until later. It's confusing because on the one hand JE will tell you that he's supportive and wants what's best for you, but his actions don't match up. I fear that as you anaget closer, JE's efforts to make things "difficult" either work-wise or logistical the Paris appt), will only increase. You are going to start makin commitments to be with. at events ora and I'm worried that JE is going to make you choose between.' and a work obligation just because it allows him to exert control over your life. This is going to put a strain on your relationship and you don't deserve that. Mis different than most and I really think he's going to need for you to stand up for yourself with JE. I don't know what that looks like- it could be a conversation, or it could mean having to separate yourself from him completely- it all depends on how open JE is to hearing what you have to say. I don't thin would ever ask you to choose between him and JE, but from what I do know of him, he's going to need you to c yourself over JE. You are a really, really good person- you are smart, kind, hard working, loyal and generous. You should be working for JE because you WANT to, not because you HAVE to. This time you have away is a great opportunity to start focusing in on what you deserve (ie- respect, boundaries, etc) and thinking about what it might look like to stand up for yourself with JE. You can do this! And believe me, the other side is AMAZING! I know this is all unsolicited advice and perhaps too brutally honest, but I love you and I really want you to be happy. I see that you have an amazing opportunity to stand up for yourself and really go after what you want. Whether things work out withlor not, you can only win by standing up for your needs and putting yourself first. I am here to help you in every way possible, my sweets! As someone who was scared shitless to stand up to him myself, I can assure you that the frustrations you feel now are far worse than any repercussions that might follow. xx • On Sun, Jun 3, 2012 at 9:52 PM, > wrote: Thank you darling. I've decided I don't like doing timelines. :-). On a plane headed back to Paris to meet up with. This was one of the worst weeks I've ever had. Total breakdown. JE has never made me feel worse. At least he's giving me time to be with but he won't even let us stay at the Paris apt..and he's not even there! Anyways, I miss you and hope to see you guys very soon! On Jun 3, 2012, at 9:26 PM > wrote: > I would set it up like this. Color coding is for the responsible party. Then you lay out the work component or task to be completed, then fill in the boxes for the dates that it will be completed in. > Let me know if you have questions. EFTA00544950 > <LAWMA-Bionersis-CCI Tracking Tool(2).xlsx> EFTA00544951