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Case 1:19-cr-00490-RMB Document 53 Filed 09/03/19 Page 81 of 86 81 There was leaving me J8RSEPS3 1 He forcefully penetrated m I was numb. 2 pain, but his use of the vibrator and his fingers in previous 3 sessions with me had left a black hole-like void between my 4 legs. I protested, but he forced my face into the bed to 5 stifle my cries. That was my first time. 6 I got a few hundred dollars, as usual, as he led me 7 out of his mansion with assurances that I was on the right path 8 guided by him. lied to myself and tried to believe him. y) became a hollow shell. f missed an appointment, he 10 threatened me and let me know who was in charge. "Do you know 11 how important my time is? I'll bury you. owe this —- 12 won't say the word -- Fting town." He would hang up. 13 I would stand there frozen in the street, terrified 14 that his assistant would call to reschedule. I made sure to 15 stay in line and not disobey him. I was in complete denial. 16 Being paid after every scheduled meeting felt routine and 17 disgusting. He was the master of the universe and the world 18 bent to his will. 19 He would eventually brag to his assistants about my 20 ability to please him sexually right in front of me, 21 feeling grotesque and worthless. Everything in my outside life 22 was falling apart. I distanced myself from friends and grew 23 further away from my family. felt less human after each 24 ordeal. My psyche broke down completely and wouldn't let me 25 continue. SOUTH ERN D STR CT RE PORTERS, (212) 805-0300 PG ew DOJ-OGR-00000719